So I have been sat here for a while, thinking about what to write. I will definitely be doing some gaming related blogging soon, once the ideas formulate in my brain head place properly. I looked back at the times when I was blogging regularly and irregularly and saw a pattern.
Regularly – Lot’s of observations and rants, many stories about fun times in the past.
Irregularly – When I remember, normally about stuff happening now.
I think it is pretty obvious what happens to me. When I am unhappy I am either ranting or harking back to better days…when I am happy, I don’t really have anything to rant about and as things are good, no need for nostalgia.
There we go, pretty fucking obvious when you think about it. What I would like to do is find the happy medium. I mean, things still annoy the living hell out of me…I just don’t fixate and get all ranty/obnoxious when I am happy.
It’s due to this that the blog is all over the shop. No fixed abode…topics a’plenty. Do I turn it into something else? Game specific, news opinion etc etc? Nah…I think the title of the blog really sums it up. My rambles are Discombobulatory. It’s what I am thinking about in that moment. Which is why I have a lot of unfinished drafts and, when I go back to finish them, I can’t..I can’t actually remember the circumstances that prompted me to start that topic and then it is gone, never to be recovered. Even when I regale you with stories of my wonderful (and not at all embarrassing) past, it has been prompted by something that happened to me that day.
Not the recipe for a world renowned blog but, there again, that was never the point of starting this.
I even tried having an app on my phone to allow me to blog whenever I think of something…but doing it on the phone is not comfortable enough so I always convince myself that I will be better off at home…by which time it is too late.
The last time I had a drought, it lasted 7 years between getting with CW and no longer being with CW. I recently started blogging a little more often and I kind of expected it to scale up more and more…which it didn’t. I rapidly became focused on diet, exercise and friends. Which, surprisingly enough, placed me firmly into the happy bracket a lot quicker than I anticipated. And thus, the blog resurrection was short lived.
I am a more determined person these days than I was in the last 7 years…arguably more than I have been in 20+ years…so I am really trying to keep this going…but the drafts keep building up.
Don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t help that I can’t think of any stories that I haven’t already written on here…although I am sure there are some. You know how it is, the mind blocks out traumatic events. Which leads me to observations of which, because I have functioning eyes, I have many..but most of them lead to exasperation…not blog posts.
Work is, in the main, pretty good. My social life is particularly social and my love life, while limited to hook ups at the moment, is not all that important right now. So not a lot of topics there…although the social life might just throw up (no pun intended) a few..
I’ll just keep generating drafts until I eventually finish a couple and am able to post. In the meantime, and almost as a throwback to my “No Post Today” post…this was a post about not posting.